Saturday, September 29, 2012

grateful hearts

As we look down the road of the final leg of this adoption... we are blown away at the goodness of the people that God has brought into this journey with us.

 Last Sunday we hosted another HUGE fund-raising event and it was AWESOME!  We did an Old Fashion Family "Fun"-Raiser...  horse rides, face painting, dunk tank, bouce houses, games, food and more....  so many hands went into the planning, executing, organizing, set up, clean up... we are floored by the outpouring of help/donations and assistance we received in pulling this event off.... and then the 350+ people that showed up that day...  How do you fashion a proper "thank you"?  We raised $3600.00 at this event and the donations are still coming in!!!  At some point I think you run out of descriptive words to explain how grateful and thankful and humbled you are.  I believe we are at that point! 

I think about all the generosity of people during this journey and think... this is the heritage of our girls... this generosity and giving is part of their history...  I keep a journal for them (the best I can)... to document this journey and how God unfolded this for our family....  and I can't wait for the day we can sit down and talk about each and every fund-raiser... each and every victory along the way... each and every tear fest and heartbreak...(that is part of this journey too... and God is using those times as well)...  I can't wait to share with them- face to face.... about how God formed our family together in a way that only He can!  This is not just an adoption of two orphaned girls that live in Haiti... and a couple in America that are infertile.  This is KINGDOM work... we have a huge responsibilty to share the goodness... the awesomeness... the provision....the blessings and workings of the Lord with our girls..  I pray we can do it effectively....  I pray that as we continue to walk this path and expierence all that God has for us and our family... that we can effectively share this journey with others and that God will use it to touch their hearts and expand His kingdom! 

This Momma & Pappa are weary...  tired... worn out... and ready for our kids to be home with us....  It's coming...  someday's it feels so far away, and someday's it feels close.   We are so thankful for the support system God had blessed us with...  for those that lift our arms when we don't have the energy anymore.  This picture of our family keeps us going..  The Condon Family!!!

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Waiting.....

Never really been good at waiting....  When we are young... we can't WAIT to be 18...when we are freshmen in high school... we can't WAIT to be seniors.... when we are 18... we can't WAIT to be 21... when it's Monday.. we can't WAIT for it to be Friday...  when a vacation nears... we can't WAIT for the departure day to come...  when we are hungry... we can't WAIT for the waitress to come with our dinner.... we can't WAIT for Christmas... we can't WAIT for date night... we can't WAIT for the super bowl to air when our favorite team is playing... we can't stand WAITING in lines at the bank, post office or grocery store... we dislike WAITING for the light to turn green....  let's face it....  WAITING IS HARD.

  Never ever did I think... I would be waiting... for 2 1/2 years... for my daughters to come home.  This is the hardest WAIT I've ever done.  One the flip side... my God is loving and gracious and faithful... and in HIM do I trust!

 Lord... teach me what you have for me in the waiting... open my heart to receive all you have for me...remind me daily that this waiting is not for void... you have reason's that are so vast beyond my understandiing.... help me to simply trust in you.  Teach me how to pray for my children and husband as I wait...  mold me and transform me into the mother you are calling me to be as I wait...  readjust my thinking...as I wait.   Be with my daughters at they wait and help me not to forget that as I sit and wait for them... as I cry and hurt to be with them... they wait too.  They are in the middle of this crazy and emotional journey too.  Help me keep my eyes fixed on you Lord.  Thank you for my kids! Amen